Divine Father

I sought this flower essence in a time where I felt weary from negative energy around me and my own hand in letting it guide my moods and life in work. A valuable trick in taking flower essences that I’ve learned thus far is to really sit quietly while holding the bottle and imagine the plants in front of me, the shape of their leaves or even repeat to myself the description of the allies themselves so I can remind myself why I chose the flower essence. Flower essences are incredibly helpful for sensitive souls, empaths, “fairies” I like to call us. They often bring up things when we are ready to see and open our hearts to the wisdom found in taking them. This was my first Spiral Path flower essence and I had a friend pick up another while at Spirit Weavers for me, and I will continue purchasing more as I need them. Divine Father gave me the rootedness of almost a tree as I noticed how others around me behaved. I felt more often like I could quietly observe my own hand in providing allowance to other’s energy or retracting my life force from bending to the draining chaos of giving and joining in the negativity. There was even a very important moment of myself providing ultimate loving protection when wounds from ages ago popped up by happenstance while taking the essence. I was able to properly assess my past, ways that I allowed myself to be treated without that diving loving protection, and stand strong and protect her now by staying rooted in my own essence and not bending…

I was really curious how divine father would look if I’m balancing that aspect of myself. I’m around a lot of, shall we say, shadow masculine energy. Before starting this journey, I was feeling a call to cocoon myself, maybe even to a shadow feminine side of just hiding and staying home and only doing things at home. In the past week, I’ve been surprisingly productive, but still allowing for moments of rest and joy and fun, only with social events mixed in that before I wanted to avoid. It’s almost like I have energy that wasn’t there before. When I think of the divine masculine, I do think of action and a state of doing, but not being busy for the sake of being busy, but more like accomplishing things that actually matter. And there are dream projects I’ve been putting off for awhile that I’ve been so overwhelmed by starting, and I’m beginning to feel like maybe I can start this. This is a weird one, but normally I “escape” through books, and I’ve had such a hard time reading. Am I turning into a dude? (joking)